Mon
Feb
25
he’s gone. and i feel it again. that nag. that need.
less than 24 hours ago we were in the same bed and now…
i’ll sleep alone. never completely sated.
i know he’ll be back but this empty feeling. this literally, physically empty feeling. i hate it.
because it means i need him to feel complete. normal. sane. i wonder still if that’s such a bad thing. i’m not dying, mind you. not in a state, as it were.
but i can’t help but worry about growing so attached. and honey, i’m so far past growing. i’m there. this very moment. a wanton parasite.
i dream to leach him dry. i know he’d like it.
i count the days, hours, minutes. i find myself in our bed. hot. for a moment and then it’s gone. i’m left to live with a scent half as pungent. and not poignant at all. pedestrian, really.
fucking prosaic, in fact.
pitiful.
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from my other blog
Fri
Feb
22
“ if he wasn’t so damn good to me i’d never know he was gone!
me
Tue
Feb
19
8:53 a.m.
i woke this morning to a daydream of your slick cockhead jamming its way into my cunt. i touched myself and i was soaking wet…
10:05 a.m.
my fingers, however, are not nearly as responsive as your dick. i love taking it into my mouth and feeling it grow. i love grabbing your cum filled balls and…
11:31 a.m.
sliding a slippery finger into your ass. your commanding growl - “lube your hand and put a finger in my ass” - sent quakes of pleasure thru my entire body
2:10 p.m.
so you see, when you’re not here to pleasure me i’m forced to take matters into my own hands. as i feel the wetness of my pussy lips i can’t help but think of you
3:14 p.m.
i imagine your plump cock as my fingers part my moist lips. then, i pull up a bit to expose my little button. licking my fingers on the other hand i…
4:18 p.m.
immediately plunge two into my juicy hole. at the same time i’m flicking and pinching my clit and dreaming of your hot mouth sucking me off
5:28 p.m.
the fingers of my one hand are pumping harder into my cunt and the fingers of my other hand are rubbing faster as my orgasm starts to peak. but it’s not enough so i reach for
6:30 p.m.
my toys. two beauties that are sure to get me off. i turn them both on, wedge one in my ass and push the other onto my clit while two fingers remain inside.
Wed
Feb
6
A:
lubricious \loo-BRISH-us, adjective:
1. Lustful; lewd.
2. Stimulating or appealing to sexual desire or imagination.
3. Having a slippery or smooth quality.
Q:
what is a ten letter word for all the things i love.
